sobota, 28 stycznia 2017

being a super woman sucks sometimes!


i just noticed that i 'lost' my smile!!!

everyday i have so much plan; so many things to do; i have to be there and there; do this and that, always with that nervous look at the clock. at the end of the day i feel totally exhausted and i realize that i didn't do anything for myself!
most of the time i'm doing things for my family, my kids, husband, even for my parents or grandma and i love it, i really do but i forget to do something for me!

this last month was quite hard. i gave all of my energy to my close ones! i wouldn't do it in any other way, i love them so much but i was so concentrated on all the problems around that i lost my self in it!

i become really stressed. my face was tance all the time and i was tired even in the mornings. and what worst i lost my smile.....smile for my kids, husband, family and strangers.
i looked in the mirror and i didn't like what i saw! it was that moment when i decided that 'this face' must change!

i truly and deeply love my family but i can't give them all of me 24/7!
i want to have some time for myself. i want to read more, i want to nap and write. i want my blog to growth and i want to have time for it and for doing nothing too! is it that much???
the world won't end if i don't solve all the problems my family have everyday!

now is a perfect timing do make some changes for me and for you if you need this too!!!!

my kids and i start winter break on monday. a lot of free time! so i decided that i will make a 'to do list' everyday and put my 'me time' on it! i make a lot of different lists everyday but i never thought to put on it some time for myself! so let's give it a try!

so if you struggle with lack of time too, make a 'to do list' everyday and put your precious self on it!
after a week let me know how it works for you!!!



if you have some other ideas; how you deal with all the things and still have time for yourself? leave a comment, share it with us! 

have a great weekend guys :) 







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english is not my first language; sorry for my mistakes.

piątek, 20 stycznia 2017

where i'd rather be


i really wish i could pack my bag and fly away....
.... and this is where i'd rather be!





just me, myself and i 










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pics via pinterest
english is not my first language; sorry for my mistakes.



niedziela, 15 stycznia 2017

life in the woods lately!




hello beautiful people!
sorry i was 'mia' for so long but the start of 2017 was really stressful and busy, here in the woods.

finally i'm feelling that we're going back on tracks so today i want to share with you some photos of our life lately!

hope your two first weeks of new year were absolutely amazing!?


 last week we had winter bonfire with friends! it was -12'C/10'F and it was so cool! 

my hub like a real farmer :)

new family member - lord - our baby 

lots of lots winter walks! 

we really need more snow over here! 

our place on earth! 



all photos are mine!


english is not my first language; sorry for my mistakes.

wtorek, 3 stycznia 2017

shit happens deal with it!!!!


why people have to be so damn angry all the time? 

why???

i'm also angry from time to time, i have my bad moments too but most of all i'm frustrated about all the negative feelings around me! 

people kill each other nowadays. people suffer from poverty, lack of food and diseases! there's so much shit happening and you're angry because the weather is bad???
i'm asking you why??? you're healthy, you're safe, you have family, home, food and much, much more! and you're angry because you didn't sleep well last night!? thank God, you have a bed! not everyone in this world have that luxury! 

why people have to use f**** word while talking to each other and why they're complaining all the time? when someone, somewhere is dying right now and you're pissed because you sketched your car or your salary is too low?

what the heck??? deal with it and do something good!!!

i'm trying everyday to be a better person, to feel positive vibes, to see good even in a crappy situation, even if i feel really bad, i'm motivating myself to feel better, to be better in all aspects of my life! 

i want my kids to be good people, positive ones, happy and caring about others! 

i want to make good, help, be the best of me, for me and for you! 

i'm so freaking exhausted from fighting with people around me for not believing in good, in self growth and for cutting my wings when i want to fly!!!!!!! 


sorry for this personal post but i just had too!!!!!! 


be a better person! 
be better human! 
you have so much to offer!







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pics via pinterest
english is not my first language; sorry for my mistakes.


niedziela, 1 stycznia 2017

1 of 365!


Happy New Year !!!!! 

Let this year be the fulfillment of all goals, dreams and wishes!!!



i have some inspirations for New Year today! 

make your goals and go with it! 

be positive, be strong and believe in your self! 









these pictures are not mine, they belong to their respective owners!
pics via pinterest
english is not my first language; sorry for my mistakes.